You whisper soft

I wrote this an an apology

Not to one specific person, not to one specific situation but to my life. For years i have had a perception of "me" that does not reflect who i truely want to be example: i can walk into any room in this city and find someone i know... or who knows me... or who has seen me play etc. etc. but it has been far to long since some one has KNOWN me...

Im not saying in a biblical sense (well that too ha) but truely... since i have let some one in, sat at a coffee shop and not cared about who walked in the door... been so wrapped up in a person and in a conversation, or connection that i loose time... i want that...

I find that there are times in your life when you some how dissapear rom your own life... you "glide" through everything, and when tragedy strikes you look for the "quick fix" how is this going to help me "now" and you forget about tommorrow or thursday or next friday...

how is the choice you make today going to effect you and those around you? what gives you the right to take the spotlight... what gives ME the right?

Nothing!

so why do we feel like we are entitiled to attention? i know i feel that all the time!

so i take it back...i DID write this for someone.. or someone(s) more like it

Kayleen, Tarah, Meg, Jordan, Jason, Jared, Mandy, Sarah, Kelsey, Theresa, Jamie, laila...

and everyone else that i took something from with out asking and never gave anything in return it should be the other way around

thank you or your freindship even when i dont deserve it... i am sorry

"You whisper soft"
Jon William Johnson

This car shakes at any speed above 70
The same goes for my hands when there wrapped in yours
But I cannot look into your shinning eyes
For yours are much to bright
I just drive and drive
So the car starts to shake
and you glance over at me
smile so politly
thank you for the night you say!

What gives me the right?
To push you aside, time and again
When you have given so much
Oh what gives me the right?
To make you cry?
When I know that you're the one
You're the one who's right

Don't kick the car! it will just leave a mark
For future generations to question your intentions
Now It's just a reminder that everything is flawed
My lip starts to shake

What gives me the right?
To push you aside, time and again
When you have given so much
Oh what gives me the right?
To make you cry?
When I know that you're the one
You're the one who's right

Honey its not exactly how we wanted it to be
It wasn't the plan but now is our chance to make
Something great out of a great mistake

Its one A.M. and my hand starts to shake
For fear that your about to steal
My last free pair of lips
You whisper soft
The whiskey speaks louder then the voice of God
But you still whisper soft