Why am i so pensive about this day
Its just another friday, right? This office job is slowly and methodically... killing me... OR is it killing the me that NEEDS to die?
There are so many things to spend your time on, why spend it worrying about something as trivial as this? I need to be happy! I need to do whats best for me, for connor! does that mean i saty here? work here? live here?
so far, this is the best my life has been, sure, I miss my son dearly, but at the same time, I am an adult, I pay my bills, I go to bed on time, for the most part I get to work on time (this morning sucked) I am happy here... is that about to change? the people that i choose to associate with often define who I am, I love that deffinition right now!
That deffinition is changing, as with everything, new job, new roommates, new friends... these things happen... I need to embrace them as they come, not fight them tooth and nail!
Things change, will I run with those changes or run from those changes
its just another friday, right?
No comments:
Post a Comment