how does this sound to you

Marriage? did you say marriage? I am not sure you understand how long that word is, well, I know it is approx. 9 letters long +/- 1, but really when you sound it out... do it with me now?

m-a-r-r-i-a-g-e

Sounds very close to

f-o-r-e-v-e-r

Dont get me wrong, it sounds nice to me, very very nice, ever since my first proposal, but really?

Marriage?

Shift gears? but of course!

I love, love. I love being in love, i dont care what it does to me!

Wait, sorry same gear.

I get so distracted sometimes, there are so many things that i want to do, I want a nice girl to come home to, every night, I desire it so bad, someone asked me recently if i fell in love easily, and with out hesitation i said yes! as i think about it more and more, i realize that its true, i have always known that i was a sucker for a kind word, i get slain by a brunette with eyes that light fires in places that have been cold and useless for years.

But why now?

Oh sweet lungs dont fail me now your burning has turned into fuel

Drills me in my every step im moving quick but your always on my heel

just one more breath i beg you please

just one more step my knees are weak

my heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive

My body needs a reason to cross that line

Steady lungs dont fail me now

i feel you bursting but you wont let me die

fill me up with every step im feeling sick

but im leaving it behind

Breathe, dont you wanna breathe

I know that you are strong enough to handle what i need

my capilaries scream there is nothing left to feed on

my body needs a reason to cross that line

There are words not said, I am compelled to do what i must do, i am compelled to do what i have been forbidden so i wont sleep tonight if you wont sleep tonight we pass just close enough to touch, I whisper only once....

Breathe

So we will watch the seasons pull up there stakes, we see the last break of sun for the summer, soaked in memories, dripping wet from clear liqour and dreams, you have stolen my heart, just so you know, keep the reciept, please return it if you must, just be carefull, as easy as it is for me to fall? it is just as easy for my heart to be broken.

So i will write you a song, paint you a picture, dream you a dream, but one last thing, before you go?

I am so far from love, so far from forever, but you are the closest thing to "real" that i have seen... thank you for stirring in me what was sleeping, the city longs well for rooftops and invitations, all lace in secret places, you move me to touch...

can you belive your eyes?