This is so overwhelming.
How long till your arms have held me?
I cant belive I dont get to hold him on his birthday, I cant belive I dont get to sing to him today, I dont get to tell him I love him, I cant belive I dont get to hold him on his birthday!
This is not the way it was supposed to be, no one is supposed to feel this, I didnt walk out on her, I want to be there, I want to be there, with him! I am not a bad person, I have just made mistakes, I never should have let her say goodbye, pack up everything I love and move away, I wish I had the power to bring them back, but I am so tired.
I lost four very dear freinds this last week, but I have gained so much knowledge in return, I met four people last night that I would like to include in at least part of my life. Lets see what happends next.
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